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See, the solution for this would've been for me to go to ASU as well. See, Steve, we should've gone to ASU. That goes for you too, thfnwww. _________________ This space left intentionally blank.
Mon Sep 22, 2003 9:41 pm
Spookmonkey
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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I can't stand the whole "I feel sorry for myself so I'll go online to get life reafferment" threads. I've been around enough to realize that you get over it, and if you don't you weren't going to and will end up killing yourself and there is nothing we can do to stop it.
I've had friends go all three routes. The third route being "suck it up, you'll get over it". _________________ "Veni. Vedi. Spooki." - Julius Caesar
I came. I saw. I spooked.
only 3000 students, huh? MSU's got something like 45,000 students, 30,000 only counting undergrad.
don't know why i wanted to say that... it sounds like bragging, but actually it's like you feeling like an outsider, only ten-times worse... _________________ "The principles you live by create the world you live in; if you change the principles you live by, you will change your world." -Blaine Lee
"I plan to live forever. So far so good." -Steven Wright
Tue Sep 23, 2003 12:20 pm
FinalDivineDragoon
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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Well the place I go to is more of a transfer/community college. Oh and I just had a horrible day yesterday and I knew I hit rock bottom when my only female friend(and possibly only friend who hasn't backstabbed me) told me that any chances of a relationship between me and her we're now nothing. "forget about me".....boy did that just strike a blow to my heart, 4 years I had spent with her were all for not. Maybe i'm just blind to the positive aspects of my life all of the time, but things aren't looking up in my life as usual.
Oh and Spook if I don't rant about my life I may end up another statistic with a .357 round in his head. _________________ There is limited intelligence in the galaxy, but the stupidity of the universe is infinite.
Tue Sep 23, 2003 1:46 pm
counterparadox
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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So? So you can't date the girl. Be friends with her. Good friends. Try and learn how hte female mind works and constantly strive to imporve yourself. That way, the next girl that your heart desires, you have a better chance with. Trust me, I speak from experience. Except for one, my BEST friends are all female. And now, oddly enough, I have one girl dying for me, and a few more suspected crushes on me, ranging from harmless "He's sorta cute" to "I'd so do him."
Why that girl is dying for me I really cna't figure out . . . but that's a whole notehr 3 threads, and I don't feel like getting into it all . . . _________________ anime is teh s uck
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Tue Sep 23, 2003 3:33 pm
Green-Bird
Joined: Apr 14, 2003
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FDD: OH SHIT! Where's my MAC-11?
C-P: Tell it, or I'll have to use it on you too. Besides Depressing Poetry, I can give advice. Dish it out. But check my thread first. _________________ I shake like a toothache,
When I hear myself sing.
Oh, my lies are only wishes,
I know I will die if I could come back new
Wilco- Ashes of American Flags
Tue Sep 23, 2003 3:37 pm
FinalDivineDragoon
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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Ugh. I don't even know why I even bother to keep typing messages it's obvious you guys are tired of hearing them, and i'm getting tired of ranting. In fact i'm really close to just leaving the board and deprive myself of all social interaction. Of course none of you care about this. I don't even know why i'm still typing this....oh yeah everything just seems horrible in my life and there's no one that cares to hear what I have to say....
*is waiting for JP and his "humor" to give me a reality check*
EDIT: I'll be in the TDA chat room all night if anyone wants to talk to me. _________________ There is limited intelligence in the galaxy, but the stupidity of the universe is infinite.
Tue Sep 23, 2003 9:54 pm
Force-Attuned_Krogoth
Joined: Nov 10, 2002
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So you're "alone". There are three easy solutions:
1. Suicide. You won't be less alone, but you'll be less apt to care. Not recommended, because it leaves a big mess for everyone else.
2. Reclusiveness. If the world seems not to want you, you're going to give in to it's stupid demands. This is also not satisfactory. Once you go down this road, it's hard to come back. People will think you're even more weird and antisocial and outcast-ish than they did before, but you'll grow this really nifty ZZ-Top beard.
3. Internet/gaming. Most people wouldn't suggest this, but you're not most people. Neither are we. If you accept that computers and the internet exist to cull the idiots from the viable humans, you can see that there is a much greater concentration of people like you there. If you can find a message board/game that attracts people with the same interests as you, you've got a clique. From there, you can springboard to the "real" life. For god's sake, don't throw away the friends you have.
Basically, if you're receptive and perceptive, you won't be alone forever. Try looking among people who share your major. Go and do everything that interests you, and advertise that you're doing them. See if you can organize groups to do them. If you are successful at this, you've got a band of followers. Who needs friends when you have loyal minions? Just don't give up hope. They're not kidding when they say you'll never get it back. _________________ Krogoth uses Berserk.
Attacks are enhanced but defense weakens.
"Wait, that's not the cure button ... "
Wed Sep 24, 2003 12:12 am
-Mithron-
Joined: Mar 15, 2003
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FIU 38,000 WOO!!!! I WIN! ^_^
Wed Sep 24, 2003 12:17 am
Ludwika
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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All of this sorry-ness for thy self threads ( the tampon thread on the other board I go to.) makes me just think of... if people would just stop giving so much intensive minuet attention to what direction their life is headed to,they would be much more satisfied with themselves.
...but that's so not gonna happen! _________________ Tan simple y tan sencillo como eso, el mundo apesta! -inguesu
Wed Sep 24, 2003 1:18 am
John_Bono_Smithy_Satchmo
Joined: Nov 13, 2002
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Force-Attuned_Krogoth wrote:
Go and do everything that interests you, and advertise that you're doing them. See if you can organize groups to do them.
This gives me an idea...
Reach into my bag,
past calculator and slag.
From said bag I grab
a sixty card slab.
Onto flat surface, rubber band off,
I draw attention with a nervous cough.
Make six piles of ten each,
in hopes of others' sight I'll reach.
From those stacks I shuffle each one,
Heart in anticipation of glorious fun.
Back to one deck I collect them all.
From here I sound my siren's call. _________________ This space left intentionally blank.
Wed Sep 24, 2003 10:01 am
Green-Bird
Joined: Apr 14, 2003
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FDD: The only reason I am still typing right now:
This Too, Shall Pass. Use it well.
The Next time it rains, stand outside and look up. Tell Me what you see. _________________ I shake like a toothache,
When I hear myself sing.
Oh, my lies are only wishes,
I know I will die if I could come back new
Wilco- Ashes of American Flags
Wed Sep 24, 2003 2:23 pm
counterparadox
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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I CARE! BLOODY FUCKING HELL I CARE! JP is the harsh fist of reality. Spook is the insensitive fist of insensitivity. And I am the fist of the hippy, caring and power-to-the-people. I swear that I care. _________________ anime is teh s uck
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Wed Sep 24, 2003 3:10 pm
DeeLite
Joined: Nov 08, 2002
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Ludwika wrote:
( the tampon thread on the other board I go to.)
Ouy! And what board is that?
Wed Sep 24, 2003 6:08 pm
JJc14
Joined: Nov 07, 2002
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FinalDivineDragoon wrote:
Ugh. I don't even know why I even bother to keep typing messages it's obvious you guys are tired of hearing them, and i'm getting tired of ranting. In fact i'm really close to just leaving the board and deprive myself of all social interaction. Of course none of you care about this. I don't even know why i'm still typing this....oh yeah everything just seems horrible in my life and there's no one that cares to hear what I have to say....
after spending about twenty minutes formulating some sort of meaningful response, this is all i could come up with:
"it's tough..."
i don't want to make the outright claim of "i can relate", as my harshest issues with depression passed over at the end of grade school, but i found myself in a similar situation my first semester of college...living in a small town, i had grown up with the same group of kids through grade and high school...nearly everyone else had plans to move away for college while i decided to stay behind, living at home and attending the nearby college...now i know there's an obvious sadness in leaving one's hometown, but it's another feeling entirely to be one of the few left behind, watching everyone else who helped shape you through the last twelve years of your life seemingly vanish, leaving behind this endless feeling of being alone...
it hurt me quite a bit my first semester: my grades were down and i all but refused to socialize, believing it wouldn't be worth getting to know people at all for some stupid reason...i had two friends i've known forever still around, and i had just joined a certain toonami-related message board, so i figured things were well enough, but i still felt empty...
second semester i gave in and started talking to people in my classes...i was surprised to see just how well things turned out, especially since i'm not a very social person to begin with...the idea of not necessarily existing for oneself, but for those around you quickly became apparent...
i've been doing fine since, and though i have yet to find another anime addict on campus, i know there are people like that out there...as long as you keep searching, there's always the chance it'll happen, right?
i don't really know where i'm going with this, but just keep hanging in there...someone said it earlier that everyone imparts a small bit of themself in their message board persona, and i'm sure if we lived near each other we'd be damn good friends...
just remember that we all live by chance, that is as long as we keep living, there's a chance of anything (maybe bad, but maybe good) happening...however, to cease the former, you lose the latter entirely... _________________ "Life's a journey, not a destination..." -Aerosmith ('Amazing')
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